why it's too hard for me

feel alone than i just think that all of my problems will solved if i being patient , i just waited waited until i can't be patient again , it makes me confused with all of the situation , the situation didn't gimme some chances , chance to speak my opinion ! why it's too hard for me ? why i live in this situation which is make me feel sad feel angry. i want fix all of the problem! but,surely i can't , i can't fix it because all of you didn't gimme chances ! chance to speak about my feeling , please understand me ! understand why i've changed my self !! why i didn't say anything , please search the reason ! don't just be quiet